Sometimes I wonder where my mind goes or why it goes blank.  I was terrible at bridge yesterday.  I hadn't played in 4 months but that shouldn't affect my playing that much.  But it did yesterday. I didn't concentrate hard enough.  I'm going to blame it on the chemo I had.  I don't think that's necessarily it but it seems that since I had chemo I haven't been able to come up with words that I should just flow from my mouth without having to think about them.  As far as concentrating I haven't done much of that this summer either.  I get a chance to correct some of this today.  I'm playing bridge for a couple of hours this afternoon.  I'll see if I do better today.

Update on my condition.  I'll find out what's up after a ct scan Monday and a visit with the doctor next Wednesday.  I am feeling quite normal with no pains jabbing at me.  I hope it's because I'm doing much better and not some quirk before bad news.  I'd like to hear "everything looks good".  I'll just have to wait and see.

I'm a "deplorable" and I just found out that I am a "virulent person" and am among the "dregs of society".  That's according to Joe Biden.  I always thought the democrats wanted to co-exist.  I see their bumper stickers that say that.  I don't think when the leaders of the demorats call half of the people in the country deplorable or dregs of society that anybody would want to coexist.  It appears that democrats only want to coexist if you agree with them.  With all of their name calling I've decided that I don't like the democratic party and it's getting harder and harder to respect ANY democrat.  Most that I talk to must come from a different planet.  It seems to me that their hateful attitude for President Trump comes from losing the election in 2016.  It's over.  It's time for you to get over it.  We, the opposing party put up with eight years of the worst President ever but did not try to resist everything he did.  We didn't cause riots or harass members of his administration.  Why? Because we care more about the country that our own party.  I wish this were true of the democrats.  It appears that with all the resistance they, the dems, care more about their party than they do the country.  That's sad.